colorado. land of my heart.
we leave jyl's. the rain singing me to sleep.
in 9 hours i will see jenna.
jylberale & i acsidently stayed up till 5:30 am.
so sleep comes easy now.
the mountains slide past.
we listen to pretty easter songs.
a stop in pueblo, where my daddy spends money at target for me. which i love.
colourful yarn for pom poms.
p o p c o r n.
a mexican supper in alamosa but we are SO close to you, jenna charlotte. and my best neigh.
heart beats fast.
i think maybe my eyes look excited.
tears stream down my cheeks when i hug her.
heart beats fast cause this moment took so long to come. we are happy in this little house. by the mountains. Colorado is where these memories will never cease. neigh comes & sleeps with me. her freckled face reflecting the moonlight.
the sun climbs over the mountains & we wake up. my back sweaty from the warm sun beating the wooden floor, on which i was sleeping. smoothie bowls topped with picturesque berries and grains.
we tour alfredos ranch & talk to so many horses.
thier ceroius noses nibbling my face.
i am happy with these horses.
me & neigh have so many memories here.
the many days spent doing crazy things.
the many laughs and loves.
her self. & this land. have always been in my heart. ever since those long ago childhood days.
so driving down this highway. listening to the moment. i am thankful jenna got married here. such a good excuse to relive this over & over again.
a youth group. pretty singing. s'mores.
coffee shops. thanks people. you are the funnest.
secrets are stickers. & we are happy doing this.
but now we are tired. a wink to neigh.
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a day filled with horses & dogs. dust & cabins.
& fear. i struggled. i was an emotional wreck.
i didn't think i was ever gunna get nervous of this CV. but i guess today i did. maybe my tears were a mix. of the virus & of the changes in my life.
my sister being SO married. & so far away.
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i feel like i failed at bringing this last week onto paper. it was so fun. every minute i will cherish forever. hugging my sister goodbye tonight, first we danced. then we sang a county song. then we hugged. then i had to go. my parents were waiting for me. and i had to go. i squeezed her hard & then i ran.
choking on my tears. holding my face.
watching the lights blur past.
goodbye again.
p. s. pray this CV let's us across the border.
i love u ♥️
praying ❤️