it's like it's always there.
teasing softly.
threatening to break.
but she is strong.
& it does not break.
there's that big smile.
jubilance written across.
then they ask her.
are you happy?
the lies. the truths.
collide creating a murky
substance of an unknown emotion.
the tears come. the hesitant questions.
she isn't sad.
she has someone to love her.
she has her God. her church.
& the blessings are innumerable.
& blotching the tears.
killing the emotion.
she smiles into the mirror.
her sister is happy. leaving & happy.
her laughter shatters atoms & leaves an angry echo to the bottem her heart. & pushing the button. again.
the tears spill.
abundantly this time.
& running to him.
she wraps her arms around the black equine.
the tears soaking into his mane.
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