trust.

do you want to be alone? be honest.

the house is dark when i bump across the fishburn bridge.

the yard lights fill the walk way with a warm glow,

but other then that the darkness swallows every thought.

my boots sound loud against the cement.

the doors creak awakens the shadows & my body shivers.

no i do not want to ever be alone.

& i never am.

the God who created the world,

who coloured the sunset.

the God who imagined a beautiful thing,

& in seven days. laid it before us.

that God is always here beside me.

holding my hand.

touching my heart.

calming my shaking self.

no i am never alone,

& i never will be.

because my God never fails to hold my hand.

& when my trust is weak. he is still beside me.

when my night is sleepless. he is still beside me.

the devil tormented me all night last night.

sometimes it felt like God wasn't quick to relieve me from my thoughts, but i know he was always there.

& when the future feels unknown.

it doesn't matter,

if i can focus on focusing on God i will be ok.