it’s important to just stop.
stop arguing with urself.
accept it that your are wrong.
because u are.
but you are enough.
an amazing amount of enough.
more then enough.
grab that door handle.
even give it a shake.
and jus go beat the world.
qwit trying to beauty when u need to beast.
green gown blows and wraps around her legs.
& she runs from it.
reaching the bluff she stretches tiny arms to the sky.
loving the beauty.
wiping her discouraged tears off a freckled face.
asking for relief. asking for peace.
arms reaching.
but her thoughts keep bending, i am not enough.
the feelings of not meeting his standards.
the feeling of them all being disappointed in you.
she traced a heart with her toe and clasped her fingers.
praying the evening would go ok.
why couldn't this beautiful moment
out in Gods world
stay forever.
a golden eagle flies in front of her.
the bluff falling towards the river below.
the mountains watching in the distance.
the glow of orange sun off in the east.
the beautiful breathtaking gorgeous.
this beautiful moment to stay forever.
the thought jumped, the breeze blew curls
this beautiful moment to stay forever
her gaze crawling over the canvas ahead
reaching her skinny hand up.
motioning for the moment to stop
for this moment to stay forever
breathing steady
paint dripping down the corners
the eagle centred above the mountains.
the white water on the river still.
her hand held out
the time.
bending. & stopping.
soaking in the flavour her power gave her.
her mind taking pictures.
the burden rolls away.
tears dry.
this moment is hers. to love & hold tight in her arms. to embrace the second. to forget the evening ahead.
the ache of her arm deepens.
& it drops to her side.
the eagle flies away. the river continues. the breeze blows her curls & the sun begins to sink.
turning her back on the moment she walks back to the log house in the woods.
the mountains watched.
gingerlyrics
& i love u
i love this.
i felt this so deep in my heart. ♥️