tianna josephine ♡

sticky with cold tractor. friend with messy blonde hair. cows with so much snow on their backs. & the joy. the music soft coming from the cup holder. the talks about these good moments. these moments nobody but us knows. these cow love tractor snow friend moments. she smiles and blows on her hands. wool mittens falling and reaching for the wet dirty floor of the tractor.

because the moments we have shared together have been so genuine. full of laughter. & tears.

because you are my favourite. you share my joy of ranching. that adrenaline of running beside u. our horses carrying us through the trees. branches whipping our chaps.

because we live the toews life together. we understand eachother. it's in our jeans. grin.

because u hold my hand when we drive. & you listen to my heart. & nod your pretty head full of streaky blonde hair.

because your beautiful & i will never forget you. you & these years of young foolish fun. these years of crasy memories.

but tanjo when u come back we will live again.

& when you are in that navajo land you will be happy. you will serve this God with all your heart. you will give these children the love they need. & tianna you will be blessed.

but the tears fall. cuz i will miss her. miss her smile. miss her presence. she looks @ her sandals the tears making dots in the dirt.

p. s. + as long as the dew turns green wth the grass. + the birds sing thier morning song. i will love u.

as the calf on wobbly legs learns to walk. so will the rivers continue. this life will go on. + so will we. life isn’t over. until it is. + until then will i love u.