because muffins and iced coffees won't always be there for u. your future holds moments where you will need that muffin but that muffin will honestly NOT be there.
those things we cling to. we take for granted. & we LOVe. & then the morning comes & we realize we have lost what we loved.
the ache.
the tears.
the sobbing into her shoulder & leaving tears on her dress. the broken feeling.
but the friends. the God. the support.
you don't have to fall asleep tonight.
with this burden heavy. it's all right honey.
leave it all behind it's alright.
just leave your hands in mine.
broken hearts happen.
but they heal with time and you will get through this.
this world is white today. & the sun makes pink glow above the mountains. i accidentally stop my truck & take a picture. & then i scoff @ myself. God created this world in such a way. that to capture it in a picture does nothing. useless.
i deleted the picture.
i think about you walking into your school. head held high. i know you will have a better day today. cuz i prayed u would.
& girl you have such strength. i admire that.
the sun is all the way up now. & i'm late for chores. feeding calves is truly a highlight of my day. the kind of work that makes your back cramp up. but their so happy & thankful to you. thier wet noses & furry heads.
even if there our people & happenings in this life that break us. i will jus never cease to be SO amazed @ his creative ways. like for instance cows. wow. & then i guess for the humans to eat cows then he had to make cowboys. ranchers. i get it God. & i love it. thankyou.
you'll be eating lunch now girly.
i hope your sitting across from someone you adore. i hope you are loving the moment. forgetting your troubles at home.
i hope your smiling.
it's alright. leave it all behind.
it's alright.
today i ride black. does anyone have name suggestions? i've just always called him black.
it works. cuz he's black.
he's the most agile & beautiful horse we own.
& i love riding him. sometimes he can be a little bit scary when he's by himself.
i wish you were here. experiencing this.
sometimes i feel like nobody knows how amazing my life is. they look at it. & all they see is
cow poop. rope burns. too. much. work.
& that's in there too. of course.
anyways be strong & safe.
keep being that blue eyed girl with that happy smile.
& remember. the girls with dirty feet & plain dresses are the funnest. the kind that don't care what others think & what's happening. but they do care what that jesus man thinks.
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