i want to be 100% for my jesus.

don't let your week days.

be your weak days, in your spiritual walk.

it seem my life can have a lack of conviction. & that thought struck me tonight. as an evangelist spoke to us.

if your gunna serve man, serve man.

if your gunna serve God, serve God.

to be saved is deeper then just a church membership. & it is up to you, with what you want to do with the truth. it is your choice, wether or not to make room for offence. the day of judgment will have zero excuses.

we need to have a desire to have a deeper walk,

& to just let go. & let God. & when you succeed, you will feel an insane freedom.

i want to be true to my church. i want to. each new lifetime. each new faze, many things change. & we are happy. but what about your currant walk with God?

turn to him child.

& ask, each moment, for a fresh answer.

to just follow by faith. he has given us this perfect opportunity to follow him. and then by thanking him we be lukewarm.

there is a point where the cold & the hot will be separated.

you cannot be lukewarm.

you will have to decide a few things.

be honest with yourself.

focus on Jesus.

if you let God fill that void, you will not be confused with what you want in your life & what you don't.

i stand, tears streaming down my face.

the road ahead of my looks exciting.

& i am free.