I am praying for you.

you could never break the wall,

you could never fly.

you never had the gift of fortitude.

you thought you could do it,

but you can't.

it's all on fire now.

it's all below the surface.

you thought you could do it alone,

but you cant.

and now you need him.

you always needed him,

but now you know.

you need him now.

& you always will.

all of the hurts that have snuck into your home,

all of the anger.

all of the tears.

all of the things you didn't know you deserved.

the hurt cuts deep,

clawing on your sunburned skin.

squeezing screams..

that come from the saddest corner.

it overwhelms you.

throwing you back.

you sit up stunned,

the world is still.

the mountains are watching.

tears roll down salty cheeks.

a sweaty palms slaps the ground.

hard. again & again.

broken. wounded.

& only he can heal you.

you need him now.

he reaches down,

runs his finger along the jagged cut.

healing your heart.

making you whole.

xo, ginger.

I am praying for you.