Gallup New Mexico.

hello from this corner of the earth to you.

i don't have much time to tell you my heart.

but here i am. and I don't know how to start.

i have been here 27 days. its been good. there's been tears.

adjustments. frustration. but wow so much love.

these ladies here are gold.

and the kids stole my heart the first day.

the red rocks reach into this blue sky and the sunsets hold my breathe.

i am captured into this Navajo land.

it feels like my fingers could fly across this keyboard and i could tell you all of it..

but for some reason my brain feels stuck.

perhaps next time i post my mind will be free.

free to spill.

this week I'm on nights. i hate nights. with my whole heart.

perhaps its building my character like Hannah would say.

hi hannah are you reading this?

anyways im on nights.

long hours of being alone.

it does not suite me at all.

you all know that.

but tomorrow night is my last night i can do it.

i miss my macbook this computer is clumsy.

anyways who cares.

ok this was random ill do better next time.

i need to go make sure all my kids are breathing.

i hope you send me mail. or drop a comment below

. or tell my mom you love me. or something.

cause i miss you guys i truly do.

perhaps in my dreams i will imagine us running through these cactuses.

sifting red sand through dry hands.

laughing at tiny brown cheeked children.

perhaps we would talk long into the night like the good old days.

perhaps there would be no tears. someday

but i am loving it here i promise.

this hour of the night just makes me miss you extra much.

if you ask questions i will answer them.

because i dont know how to volunteer information about this crazy place.

yes i am still alive. ok bye my loves.