flawless in you. to be flawless in God. small hearts wonder. grasping. clawing for a greater reward. trying to focus on these good things. to focus on God. there's those gold roads. those roads that look so full of luxury. fashion & friends. aesthetic instagram accounts & loud music. it's so fun. we get so wrapped up in the wonder. the longing to know what's on the other side. the other side of these mountains of young goals. realizing you have been running down this road. arms limp heart beating. what are u running to? why is your heart hurting. this stress. this stress of keeping up with the rush. with the rushing river of loudness. & it hits you. where God? your steps slow and you look to the skies. the stars touch your tears and your heart slows. you know. God knows. you have been leaving him. going down other streets that look so golden to you. disguised with the glitter & frivolity. so you turn. watching the sun sinking & reaching your hands for the God who is soooo safe. safe & full of love. you turn & you run. straight into the arms of that God who cares. & he's holding you. drying your tears. whispering words so calming into your ear. your shaking body quiet. remembering the pressure. you are thankful. thankful for turning around.
because you have to be flawed before you become flawless. & through Gods eyes we are flawless.
Perfect.