.

what if the heart you are losing sleep over, never feels the same as you. what if the love story you play over & over is not yours. what if the smile that is plastered against your face is a fantasy. what if this is all just because you want to feel loved. just because you don't want to feel alone. just because being single scares you.

you are committing to something so big my friend.

i am not writing this to scare you. i want you to love freely. to be loved freely. i want the end of the tunnel to be shining bright. your sky to always be blue. but i am warning you,

you are committed.

to either

a heartbreak.

or

a life time.

remember this.

let it all go.

you can dream.

& think.

but don't hold on. love hurts.

& hurting sucks.

& holding on to things doesn't work.

if u let go.. and if it's meant to be.

it will come back.

& that doesn't hurt.

& if it's meant to be it will stay.

the mountains are still watching - ginger