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let them fool themselves no longer by trusting in empty riches.

emptiness will be thier only reward.

this bunch of words are from this ginger head who has words piled up & they need to be written down. so i don't know. maybe u should stop about now.

sometimes i wonder if any form of unhappiness. any form of discomfort. negative thoughts. all those dark words. even dissing these fellow humans for no reason. i wonder if that is all selfishness. self love.

perhaps u didn't care about yourself. & your goals in life were to love the moment. love the people that were in the moment. make sure they were happier then possible. if there was no self you wud be focused on making other people happy. making the moment happy. making jesus happy. & jesus wud be happy. in this life. we are full of making it easier for ourselves. making that skin glow. getting that flat stomach. all these life hacks that make your self more content.

life is flawless.

actually life is full of flaws. but u have to train your heart to think that life is flawless. the mountains. the friends that u adore. tacoma's. carmel frappes. ya those ones that make my tummy hurt.

the beauty in things when the surface there in no beauty. but u with your happy eyes can see it. that beauty that makes the joy overflow. running in colourful rivers down the hills. the wild flowers soaking up your sunshine. you. ya you over there with that glowing smile. you make my day cuase you are happy. you are glowing.

but yes i know. i am human. we are human. & that deep dark hole the the soul plunged down. falling. still falling. grasping & clawing for the surface. screaming truths towards the sky. truths. but the heart whispers thier lies. when ur running over the fields. tears falling down the red cheeks & when your heart is ripping. u are helpless. falling to the ground the devil pushing on your chest. broken.

those evil bad things you think about. those bad things about urself. slapping God in the face without realizing it.

stop.

u need to stop. think positive. you are this living creature God created. your belong right here. you are his. you are loved. ik. your human. but try child. try.

qwit trying to beauty when you need to beast.

the colours form into a rainbow above the mountains. she looks up. the crooked line down the center of her heart fades & she smiles. looking to the rainbow the tears dripping off her chin she whispers. he promised.