♡

some days the heart gives up.

leaving you in a hole of empty darkness.

laying on the dirt road u cry.

screaming.

letting it all go.

the pressure holds & then breaks.

the feelings flowing forth like a river.

your body goes limp & ur eyes search the sky. whispering to your jesus for comfort. listening for his voice. praying for peace. & he gives it. the feeling of that darkness being lifted. showing u the stars. picking up his book the words u need jump into your heart. never fear. trust. never be confused. trust. these shameful days of your youth will pass & you will forget. just trust me child. & running through the dewy grass u tell him how thankful you are. & you ask him to hold your hand. he rewards u with the moon peaking through the clouds. & he pushes you gently toward the friends. hearts happy.

cause this sadness that overwhelms u is selfishness. ya there's definitely friends who truly don't catch on what hurts other people. & then continually hurt you. but who cares? it's their life. and you know what? this is yours. live it to the fullest for God.