let it all go.
you can dream.
& think.
but don't hold on. love hurts.
& hurting sucks.
& holding on to things doesn't work.
if u let go.. and if it's meant to be.
it will come back.
& that doesn't hurt.
& if it's meant to be it will stay.
remember that child.
this day started early.
to many things to do before 2:00.
to many things on my mind to remember to eat.
the house feels clean. the calves are fed.
i miss my daddy & my mommy.
they are my favourite.
& whenever they leave i miss them more then i realized i ever could.
but oh joys. today we got to pick tanjo up from the airport. my body literally got shaky when i saw her. the excitement. big hugs. ice caps. sea food.
hearts fill with mountains & dry flowers.
days fill with dreams.
14 days. will be gone to fast.
but hogan hozhoni needs her.
to defeat the lonesome
he is always there
in the sky
to keep your heart
and his mountains are always watching
"& if its meant to be it will come back. & that doesnt hurt." tears. thank you for giving me feels again i love this.