a glow of love & rest inside.

she worries.

dark colours swirling through the sky.

creating a murky emotion.

pushing happiness out of the door.

& spiraling in the negative thought.

doubt.

fear.

sin.

push. it. out.

trust in HIM.

that jesus man that cares soooo much.

i wish u faith. & trust. & i will pray. so hard.

written for a heart in trouble.

this day is so. full. of. snow. blinding white we literally stick our heads out the window to see if the road is clear. wierd. also my toes are cold.

the land is just so white. white is one of my favourite colours. but when it is being this aggressive my eyes begin to have that tired dry squinty. feeling. but we get home safe either way. & as we rumble across the cattle guard.

the phone call.

of course.

the hired man is stuck & the cows are out.

typical.

truly so typical.

so me & my daddy look @ eachother.

call our dogs & get back in the truck.

welcome to cowboying in the winter.

cold. discouraging. but wow adventurous.

this road is long. the range wide.

the big barn small in the country side.

& spreading soft beneath the door.

a glow of love & rest inside.

those words are from my mom. who welcomes us back into the warm house. with hugs & soup.

thank you fishburn.

i miss u all so much. so does this land.

i'm asking you to come see me. it would make my heart happy.

p.s. what do you want for christmas?

he told me all's swell that ends swell.