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i just want to give it all up. every ounce of it. the ache of this is too great & it would be a feeling of light snow sifting thru the freezing air. this unknown part of my life is good i think. giving me such a need of you. a need to just give it up & hold your hand while we run fast through this blizzard. the tears come but they don't matter and nobody notices because it's not about me it's about you. so gazing into the stars you gave me & holding tight to your hand i praise your name & sing. i will trust. i will trust in you & everything will be ok.

i am truly thankful for this.